Thursday, December 26, 2013

A Christmas letter!

 To the 'other' heartbeat which is throbbing on the other end of the world...

What shall I write to you now? No idea. But on this Christmas day I should write to you something. To remind you that I am here still alive, and you are also there alive!
Let me scribble something on what I feel like now, at this very moment, about what I experience from you... What I read through from your piercing silence...

Christmas is all about Happiness.. It has got music, bells, little, tiny sounds all over the world, it has got a face with the innocence of a baby, the brightness of the stars, angels with wands, red colors of 'Santas' etc,etc... More than that we all stress on two words- Love and peace - while talking about what a Christmas actually meant to be!

Anyways I have felt personally about this word Love, which can also be a bit tricky in everyone's life. Love cannot be termed as a fixed emotion that which is generally accepted by this whole world. Each has got their own experience, taste and vision about Love, depending on how one wishes to 'Love' and how one wanted to be loved. Apart from all these 'Christmas-feelings' and those so called 'neutral senses' that supposed to be maintained in 'Love', I feel something else, something out of my emotions - Because sometimes Love is too personal in its character. Even more special to anyone that can be personally cherished by some poignant moments, memories...
You know? The strongest aspect of Love is that you become the WEAKEST when you are in Love! Believe me...
Thus Love can be adventurous, sometimes scary, sometimes missing from the heart, another time it is all about distance, pain, and even pleasure! And most of the time it is a mystery that lies within you!

You have to 'sense' Love at once, the moment when it blossoms from your heart. The depth of it that which connects to you, lasts only for some moments in one's life, though Life is full of Love! But those moments must be something special, it can take you to some other world and there you may undergo the 'REAL' pain, oneness, liking, longing, touches, hugs, kisses, pleasure, silence, peace, music, poetry all these characters in its  literal meaning. The Love comes out from you like a music interwoven into silence or like how silence interwoven into a music piece! I mean, it is like some one should feel like this- "The silence in you is full of my Love to you, or My Love is full of silence in you, ie, the 'YOU'!  Love can only be the one phenomenon  which can lead you to the other world where you find your 'self' is missing and you are ready to surrender... ready to wait... ready to take all the pains.. ready to touch the other feet,  ready to peel off all your social / individual/ political perceptions about life, self and ready to update the strategies... and being one with the other and finally out of some realization at some stage, you are just ready to leave 'the other' to the sky with full of freedom.. letting off to the vastness of sky freely, independently, with its own wide open wings... wishing 'the other' all the happiness and peace ...! without holding tightly back towards you! and you remain hollow and empty below the sky, on the ground watching the world, may be with a tear drop that does not roll out of your eyes,  and again Love and Love and Love from the heart upto the sky...
Love continues to be a mystery in one's life.... You cannot hold Love tightly in your fist. It is like a bird. Or like a child who wriggles to be  free from the mother's tight embrace.. there will always be a piece of sky hiding in every wings.. One day it has to be set free!

And sometimes Love is all about freedom, equality, also is about democracy .... a natural process of being  connected and linked with Politically and democratically from one individual to the other individual equally made up of some unknown threads!
Love is life...Life is Love...
Love is You, Love is Me.
Love is the strength that naturally exists within you, even without your knowledge..

So please don't miss to catch that moment from your heart when your LOVE blossoms.. :-) whether it be Christmas, New Year, Onam or any other festive occasion!! But just do not leave your heartbeats unheard...

Wishing you a Merry Christmas...

With Love and hugs...
From the 'other' heart beat throbbing at this end of the world.

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